I don’t know if I would have handled the divorce situation differently or not. Probably not. I don’t see how – I don’t think I would’ve done anything to prevent it, now that I know what went on beyond. And what would I have done differently, let’s see, that I regret. No, nothing, I’d say, “oh God, I wish I hadn’t done that.“ No.
Because I’m sure we all regret lots and lots of little things.
Oh yes, small things, but I don’t, maybe I would’ve been, knowing everything, and hindsight when you live your life, and hindsight, I might’ve acted differently in my household. I might’ve been nicer to my mother.
Do you think that.
I think a lot of people think that when they grow up, because they’re not nice to their mothers.
How does she deal with it?
She’s fine. She’s a marvelous mother, oh, she spoils everything. That’ll be all right. No, do you have anything that you regret doing?
Oh, for sure,, I think everyone has something.
But I can’t just bring them up right now, what they are. I’ve often, things I wish I said, I told you about going to Esalen, you know, and things like that.
That sounds like it was sort of a turning point.
It was a big release. Oh boy, was I, away from there, just saturated. I mean, I was, I don’t know the word you use, but I let it all spell out. And it was wonderful. It was wonderful to do that in front of people you didn’t know.
That was really good for you.
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