Nana Biography

And he said, “oh yeah, I wouldn’t live anyplace else. “And I realized it was a very confining thing. And he was a lawyer there, and he’s married. His first wife died and he married again. After I was divorced. I went back to Kentucky and saw him . He was married at the time. He would’ve left his wife, but I kept it cool and kept him away. But I’m sort of sorry that I missed out on an intimate experience that might have been, you know, I fantasize about that sometimes.

Well, when you fantasize about it, you miss some kind of emotional thing? 

I think so, I think so. I don’t know. It’s gone. But for many years, I dream about him. I dreamt about him an awful lot. I think it was because he’s sexy, maybe sexier than my first husband. And I think I was sexier than my first husband, I was more mature about it, you know, I had never experienced it, I just had a feeling that maybe I didn’t have it for him. 

There was kind of sense that you missed out on him.

Yeah, in a way I think I missed that very great experience that you read about with him, although, from my point of view, I would’ve stayed married and had a good marriage without it.  You know, I might have fantasized some more, but I think it wouldn’t have been a cause of divorce on my part but for his part, when he met this girl in the office who was miss sex, Boat, I mean, she was large bosomed, sexy, knew she had power over a man, and he didn’t know what hit him. And that really was the problem. He thought that that was love. He abandoned his family, he just walked out. He was with her one weekend, nothing happened between them. I don’t think I’ve ever talked about my divorce with you. It was a  traumatic few days.

I can imagine.

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